The Most Emotion

My hamster has fairly more light pink eyes for a hamster.  She is white and an orange-y color.  She is so emotional and is expressive.  She cares for me like a mentor, like "a boy and his dog."  Well, she fell when the door might have been left open by aliens.  I trapped her and got her back after about 2 days.  She was fatter and eventually couldn't fit in the little dwarf hamster sized tube, so I rearranged the cages/rooms...  She used to look more "with it" and symmetrical.  She seems fine mostly and is still extremely dexterous and pretty fast and coordinated, surprisingly, like a higher species.  It seems she has some better qualities than humans, like the next step for hominids and primates.  Anway, the most emotion is how she seems to feel for her pain maybe from the fall and slouches over and nods, like she is catching her breath.  No complaining, she still cares about me.  It is so touching.  It's very sad.  She might be okay, but I don't want to bother going to the vet to wonder if she's dirty from running around the room, which is a garage, my room ... nor to see if they will will surgery on her or put her to sleepy yada yada yada.  It might be fun, but it might be better not to, in this case.  It might be incurable.  Maybe, her nerves are shocked.  I heard when they fall sometimes they just sit there for awhile and then move, but they can show signs of being hurt.  She moved a lot when she was heaving.  I dunno if she was just on one of her wheels or what.  So cute and expressive! hard to say in words how much it is!